Suicide

I really wish suicide was an option for me. Not in a cry for help way or a dramatic look at me I need attention but more for a good nights rest for eternity. I don't feel like I am getting enough sleep and I feel like that might be a solution. Death! I have also gone casket shopping for the most comfortable Sealy's mattress lined caskets.... Cause when you are sleeping forever that shit has to be top notch. I want to snuggle up in my casket and get some eternal shut eye...